Rant about weight..
I shouldn’t let my weight ruin my mood or my confidence, but it does. I weighed 120 pounds & stayed that way for three years without trying. Now suddenly I’m back at 150. I don’t know how, but I don’t want to feel insecure when I didn’t before. I don’t want to have to watch my calories. When I didn’t have too before. I don’t want to have to worry about what I’m eating or when I’m eating. Or when I’m going to work out. I really hate this.
I gotta keep telling myself that I’m still young & things will look up. Things will get better. I just can’t give up. I can’t let social media or society bring me down. I can’t let depressing thoughts effect my head.